I’ve determined that I have trouble writing because I don’t feel it’s safe for ANYONE to know the crazy that is in my head.
Stories that my mind makes up, thoughts that cross my mind, would scare the shit out of sane people.
Added to the fact I have PTSD, the impression of crazy grows exponentially worse.
Therefore, I leave the insanity tucked in deep inside. Where I can control how the world sees me.